I have arrived.

"I am complete, I have arrived, this is the peace I wanted to feel. All this makes me wistfully aware that being a mother to young children is the Best Self I have ever had, that I may ever have. For after all my far-flung escapades, I have proven to be a woman who draws her deepest satisfaction from sticking close to home." Surrendering to Motherhood

It has taken almost a full year for me to truly surrender to my new life as a mother, but since i have i totally feel like the quote above. it is such a good good thing!